you will always be my boo......

School has got me so stressed out.  not sleeping right...not eating right.. and.no more dancing!!!  i should just become a complete square if im gona ever wanna pass my pharmacy tech. program

Wow its been a month since i blogged here.  guess i just didnt have too much on my mind.  isnt that when people blog anyways?  Lets see....update on the past month.  well i changed my major from psych to nursing.  so once again im at the beginning of my endless journey in school.  Yest i went to a group interview at VANS and i got hired right on the spot afterwards while finishing up my app.  Im so excited cuz i get a free pair of shoes just for work.  and i get 50% off of everything except slipons which are 30.  but im soo freakin excited about the many pairs of shoes im going to have from vans not to mention the clothes too.    so of course im quitting pizza guys which only benefits me with food to get me even more fat.  thats not even a benefit  Oh and of course i finally got my lip pierced.  i was told it was gonna look funny on me but apparently everyone thinks its hot so watever.  I think i like it more than anyone else does tho.  except the fact that my mom went off on me but im sure she'll get over it.  Been going out too much which means im spending too much too.  work isnt paying me like it used to but at least im happier now.  Im sick again thanks to everyone.  Im still a lil bitter about how things turned out btwn me and kyo but still i know it was for the better whether we liked it or not.  Things always tend to work itself out cuz everything happens for a reason.  I just hope one day soon things will be at least okay .  I still have a whole lot to learn about my life.  but for some reason ive learned alot the past 2 months about myself than the past yr.  its a good thing i guess.  well thats about it for now.  update later when i get bored again....

People are getting on my last nerves when they just can't mind their own business.  im sorry if your life is so damn unexciting that you gota worry about others.  When are people ever going to grow up?  Cant freakin stand immature ppl. 

I cant stand drama....guess im gona have to shake it off....

In the end someone always gets hurt.  I feel like i did something wrong but i really didnt. Is it wrong to try to make yourself happy?  I'm tired of just making others happy and leaving myself behind I never meant for anyone to get hurt but sometimes it maybe just a test to see how strong a friendship is.  Nobody can make everyone happy b/c in doing so it only leaves the most important person, yourself, to be unhappy.  Life just isnt fair and we need to accept that and move on. 

I just want to be happy without worries...but i guess that isnt going to happen